Well, it has been many weeks since we tried to locate ourselves in Denver, CO and all to no avail.
I had received an offer and took that offer. Only I found out later that the pay I would receive was actually much lower. It was gonna be a tight squeeze to get an apartment etc on what I had been promised but when I found out that I would in fact be getting less then we pulled the plug on the venture.
Another nail in the coffin of the Denver project was our car got broken into and getting that fixed used up a bunch of money that we needed to get our stuff relocated.
We still like the idea of living in Denver, Boulder or Colorado Springs but it seems that the time is not right for us. So I returned to the QCA with nothing but a weeks pay for my trouble. Thank God for the little I did receive.
Since the start of January and my return to the QCA we have continued to look for work all over the USA and even in the QCA but I have not had any replies to any of the jobs I have applied to and the number of jobs grows daily.
As of today the 25th of February, I have applied for somewhere in the region of 150 positions from the time about 2 weeks before we left to return to the US, including drafting jobs, warehouse jobs and even customer service jobs (and others). Deanna has now started looking for work in an attempt that we might at least have something coming in for our bills and helping out around the house.
To say the least, it has been very disappointing that I have not been able to nail down work of some kind and we wonder at times if God has forgotten about us. Of course, we know that he hasn't and that in time his perfect will and plan will be the cause of more rejoicing than we could imagine but it's the waiting that causes the human in us to wonder where is God in these situations. It seems more so to us, in this day and age where everything is delivered....NOW. But we know that Gods ways are higher than ours and his thoughts higher than ours too.
A man needs to provide for his family and God knows this. He says "Ask, ....and he will not withhold any good thing". All we can do is keep trying our best and trust that God IS says who he is and that at the far end, we will look back at what he HAS done and praise him for it. In the meantime, we would ask for your prayers of encouragement and to continue faithfully in his will for our lives.
I keep thinking of those lines in the song,.....
"For the God on the Mountain, IS STILL GOD IN THE VALLEY"
Christ is my hope in whom I trust, he's all I need..... In truth he's all I have left, I have tried everything I can think of now, it's up to God to show himself afresh and anew. Yesterday's manna is old and stale and I am looking for the new blessing to rejoice in.
May his will be done. Amen.